Sincerely, To My Unknown Muse
To my unknown muse
I gasp to your cheap detergent,
holding you, not wanting to let go.
Sky rocket eyelashes blim under
your honey eyes delicalty dripping
agreeing to say
“See you later”
because our hardest
“Goodbyes” are the ones
that choose us.
but I fight,
wrapping myself in your arms,
around your dripping honey eyes
because I’m too scared to let go
Too scared to let go to the idea of you,
to our hours in the mall
to the minutes of what seem our forever laughs
to the years of our childhood
and months of of our teen ones.
but i loosley swim in our memories
and sink 5 feet further.
I can’t cry in front of you
because my eyes
are too tired to tell you so.
You observe me in a sunny afternoon,
as I tell you “we’ll be fine”
But truth me told “we” are left
under the murmures of a memory
So, I let go